| 25 December 2022 1345 Hours | Memories, Behavior, Food, Philosophy, Psychology |
The unopened roll of aluminum foil lies on the floor-- Was a reminder to have festively wrapped the frozen blocks of meat-- Butchered from a favorite, but old, Swiss Highland steer-- The packages--freezer preserved--in cold stillness in the barn. Unopened foil, because, out of sadness, I could not muster the fortitude to rouse myself And travel to the San Francisco Christmas get-together. Too many memories. Too many disappointments. Too much pain. The noise of the revelry would have devastated me.